TearyEyedGirl

A good girl mask, A good girl mask that never lasts. First they dont know you, then they learn. Learn what makes you tick, What makes you burn. See the sorrow and self doubt. It shines in the eyes, It leaves furrows on the mouth. Always moving forward, Wanting to go back. A lightning bolt, A thunder crack. Always pain Shhh...no one knows Fake Smiles, Tears that fall for miles. Always pretending Dont worry, it will be alright. Always falling Ups and downs The mind is a yo-yo Spinning round and round. A cloudy gray backgrounds Wait! Light is peaking through... Another long day, to fool people through.

I thought it would be fun I thought it would be cool, To be with this boy i barely knew. So choices were made Deeds were done. Regretive mistakes cannot be unspun. People say forgive and forget Let the dust settle Leave the past rest. Some things are easier said than done. So with the closing of this poem i can now say, I forgive myself a little more each day. For choices made and secrets kept In seasons past That never rest.

One morning two children went walking on the shore. Playing, Laughing, Talking, Singing and gathering things the tide had washed in the night before. They laughed and swam and played all day, Thinking their fun would never end. Spending every summer together, for as long as they could remember. Then in a heart beat the time passed like seconds on a clock. All childhood toys, hopes and games of make-believe were cast aside. In a heart beat they were not children anymore. No more playing laughing talking singing or gathering things on the shore. For all they have left now are fond memories, of that special bond of friendship they o

One very dark and beautiful night, I wished on a star as he held me tight. As he held me so close and near, he whispered I love you dear. Then he gave me a kiss to end the night. So many things i wanted to say, So many times i wished he could stay. Oh, how i cried when he went away. Even now i still hold tight, Tight to the wish i made that night.